Intuition
T-minus 2 days till I leave for a 5 day vacation! I can’t tell you how excited I am about this! I love traveling it’s part of my soul! So during that time I may or may not write the blog. If I don’t write please don’t fret it’s only temporary!
So lately I have been allowing myself to support my intuition and healing. I have always loved getting to the deeper parts of the human psyche but never truly allowed myself to talk about it. I guess that pertains to the fear of what others think or think that I am crazy. You see I built a reputation for myself being a healer in the physical ailments of the body. How would those who believe in me react if I suddenly changed the way I heal? What I am talking about is energetic bodies rather then just the physical one.
As I heal my own pains and traumas and become awakened to who I am the more and more I find myself becoming more in tune with others. I seek the quiet and the peace rather then the drama or noise. I am learning to trust myself in this process and open up about this part of me when it comes to healing. You see I am an intuitive healer who works on every person I meet with a knowing about them. I know exactly where their pain is, not just through sight and visuals but a knowing I can’t explain. I feel things, see things, and hear things when I am completely in tune with my client and what I am trying to do is understand it more. Not because I am uncertain of it, but so that I can know how to actually help others. Sure I can know things but how can I help someone else to heal from that knowing? That is what I am working on discovering!
Every time I go and learn a new technique it pushes me further into honing this intuition, it’s why I crave knowledge so much. With everything I learn, especially life situations gives me more empathy, more compassion, more love in my heart to hold space for others. It helps ground me so that I can truly connect with my clients. And lately I have been opening up to a few clients about what I see when I work on them, or feel, or hear. I can’t quite explain what happens because I still don’t know but its a journey and the thing I need is quiet. Because I tend to get distracted easily or snapped out of whatever it is I am doing I need the silence so I can truly be present in them. They say silence is golden, they don’t know how accurate that is. But as I dive into this realm I find myself changing so much about what I want at my practice. I understand now why many massage therapists become more and more fascinated by energy work. When you learn to touch and feel you become in tune with the world around you. Not just your senses, the energy, the depths, the layers. The more you actually understand touch the more we tend to become interested in reiki and the spiritual side. It was Albert Einstein who once said the “future medicine will be the medicine of frequencies,” and everyday I think of that quote while I work. I challenge it in what I do and think how it pertains to us humans. That’s how I know things, it’s all in the frequencies man. I sound like a crazy person huh. That is why I have never allowed myself to open up about it before. But I am in the mood lately for squashing fears. So there it is, this is the type of work I want to do. It is the most rewarding for me because it’s more then just physical healing, it’s soul healing.
So what is a truth that resonates with you that you are afraid to share with the world because a fear of judgement or mockery? What do you want to explore more or become? I know it’s scary to be vulnerable and open about these things but being vulnerable actually takes the most strength. It’s through knowing the dark that we can understand the light and that allows us perspective. So is hiding away safer then being happy to express who you really are? For me I am going to say a huge no. Like I said a couple times I have arrived and I am excited to keep going from here!!
Today was a 8 1/2! Signed my new lease! Super excited!