Another one opens.

So we spoke about one door closing. Everything in life ends at some point. It can be like me the leaving of an apartment I love so much into a new adventure. Or maybe leaving the place you work and finding your place somewhere else. Life is change, the sooner we accept this the better otherwise we fight the flow of energy. 

But I am excited to announce I found a new apartment! Yay! I have to wait a bit before I can move in but I am beyond excited. I have been wanting to move into this place since it was built. See the thing about me is when under pressure, I mean real pressure to perform I rise. I spent the last 2 days since the news grinding to find the next step from here. I spent ours searching for an apartment, told others to keep a look out and here I am moving in to a beautiful apartment with WASHER AND DRYER! I couldn’t give that up after having one for a year, that was non negotiable. My new place has a dog park which makes me so happy for my little bubb beast. Since moving out here he has been pretty lonely and I hate to see him sad or depressed. Now he gets to meet other doggos and make friends!

Things happen for a reason. My time out in the hanger was transformative. I came out here to do what I needed to do and now I am blossoming. I went through some scary depression, loneliness, and low confidence to someone I am happy to be. Sure I still experience moments of doubt, especially under pressure but I think that is part of the process for me. 

So I want you to be open to the possibilities that when something ends in your life that there will be a door that opens for you. It may be right away or it may take time. Just have patience and trust the process. This is going to be a short one because I need to try to sleep early. I haven’t crushed the insomnia monster and it’s starting to take it’s toll. 

Today was an 8. Just stupid tired. I need to sleep.