Keep practicing

Keep practicing till you’re dog tired

All you have to do to get better is practice. Repetition should be your favorite word. It should be in your string of words practice, repetition, priority, mentality. These words should be fuel for you, and if they aren’t then put them in there. 

Is there something in your life you would like to become better at? Then make it a priority. For me my health is a huge priority. I have allowed laziness, sloth, and gluttony to be my words way to often. But that old mentality has been shifting too and I keep pushing past what that bully in my head says. I conquer my mentality every chance I get because I am tired of the other bs. So instead of wallowing in the pain of my own self pity I rise and beat the shit outta that shit. I prioritize myself and my goals, and instead of being like excuse, excuse, excuse I hound myself. I say fuck that let me do it anyways. I may not be good let me try anyways. Im learning to be comfortable with the uncomfortable, but that shit can be hard. 

So what is the priority for you? To be the best? Because there will always be someone who will top it. You may be for a while but one day some young sprat will come and top it. Being the best sure it can be fun, but what is the reason that you want to be the best? To prove to yourself you can, so validation of the self? For your health? For enjoyment and fulfillment? I ask because sometimes we allow our accomplishments to be our driving force in success. Im not successful till I achieve this. But what about all the practice and progress along the way? Don’t down play the journey, its usually the best part except when you’re in it. Get to understand your driving force and then use it. Every-time you want to quit say your reason to yourself. Make that shit your beacon in the foggy sky. That way you have no other choice then to chose you! 

Today was an 8. Still fatigued but better everyday.