Words have Power

I came to a true realization today when it comes to words. They carry energy. They say they have power. But do you comprehend what this truly means? Im taking about the undertone they have. 

For instance today I was writing an email to someone, actually dictating it while my bf typed it out for me. I told him what I wanted to say and he wrote his own version. It was thoughtful, well written and made me see how my words undertone was one of pity to it. The second realization was when Nick said well I said this because I didn’t want her to feel bad or guilty. I thought on his words all afternoon and said out loud my realization. 

How long have I said things to make people feel bad or put my anxieties on others? How long was my undertone differing from what I was trying to say? I finally see that words have emotions or energies or frequencies attached to them. So if you speak when you feel anxious even if you are not trying to portray that then it will still come across that way. Holy shit!!

So what can I do to change this? Awareness in the moment. Awareness in how my thoughts are a reflection of the words. So if Im filled with worry then the words may carry that same tone with them. 

Like I have always heard that phrase about words casting spells or having power but it wasn’t until today that I truly understand it. It’s like touch and being a massage therapist. I knew when I was touching skin, muscles, and tendons but it wasn’t until 5 years in I could truly feel it. Imagine that for a second, how you view the world is so 2d, linear, narrow, then one day the world becomes 3d your understanding deeper, open. Then you look around and holy crap its 4d, everything is magnified and its like everything you thought sinks in and you see the connections, the presence. That is what happened when it came to touch for me, and now words. Am I becoming more aware? Only time will tell! 

Today was an 8.